So inlove with you...

Sometimes I wonder if this is all real. After all this time my dreams come true. After all these years you still make my heart flutter. One glance and you still make me blush. Garrett darling I just wanna say I know we go through our problems every once in a while (mostly caused by me when I'm near my period) and I wanna say thank you for sticking by me, and I will always stick by you. Talking to you always makes me feel better. Maybe just the sound of your voice relax me.
Last night while I was whining and crying and being a bitch, talking nonsense, you said the words: "I'll do anything for you"
It made me cry even harder and any bad feelings I had, any doubts, all went away.
I know I can count on you. And I love you with all my heart.
Alright?

I know how your lips taste and feel
Though I've never kissed them for real
So I find myself driftin' away
To my secret place
Please help me to understand this feeling
I'm dreaming, your body so appealing
You're committed to someone else
But here in my mind, I have you all to myself

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, you're in my dreams
But you're committed to someone else
But here in my mind, I have you all to myself

I see myself as a shapeless glass.
Glass because its worth almost nothing.
People sometimes cannot tell the difference between that and crystal. Shapeless because a glass shaped as anything would be worth something.
A shapeless glass.
Any other person would see a shapeless glass would ignore it. Regard it as a useless and worthless junk.
Someday, someone would look at it and see it as something special. Try to figure out why its the way it is.
That someone would see the shapeless part as something unique. And realize the shapeless glass could really be anything you want it to be....